Two days ago, I was sitting on a plane asking myself what in the world I was doing. I was asking myself why I would leave my wonderful parents, sisters, and brothers to live in a foreign country that I knew little about. I may have cried on the plane, and I may or may not have gotten strange looks:) It was a long, hard flight. However, God used that time to help me surrender things to Him that I have never given Him before. I am so thankful for that time of prayer and definitely needed it to be ready for this year. You see, God has been stripping things from me for years, but one thing that I have held on to is my family. I would do anything for them and though I like to travel and do new things, I love going home. So on this plane, I got to see how following our God is worth all sacrifices, even my family. This may seem silly to many since I may only be here for a year, but it was something that God knew I needed to give to Him. What is worth giving up things we love? Nothing, nothing but the blood of Jesus. Its bitter to leave, but so sweet knowing who we follow. His sacrifice for us makes any and every thing worth it.
Culture Shock. Ive heard those two words over and over! Honestly, I haven't really felt it. More, than anything in America, I miss the people. It may hit me later, but right now I feel at home here. Of course things are different, but different isn't always bad! Ill have to get used to the lizards and bugs in my bed, the food, the language, the clothes, the smells, the sights, and everything else, but so far I love it! Its beautiful here, and the sunsets are to die for! We went to Lake Malawi the other day and it was wonderful. Who knew we would be jet skiing, having a beach day, and trying to tan so we blend in:) haha. Another thing I love is the absence of every day distractions! When you cant pull your phone out, you have to talk to people! Ive met so many people and hope to have friendships that last. So yes, there are differences, but its not bad and I really do enjoy it! I even enjoyed driving on the wrong side of the road!
Here is a list of random things you can pray for!!
- For God to help me to know how to deal with the differences of my life on campus, and the way that some live in the poor villages.
- For peace to reign and God to keep our minds focused on Him.
- For me to make friends who also have a desire to live mission focused.
- For my family.
- For Carrie and I to work well together and that our classes and performances to run smoothly.
- For our students and anyone else around to understand how to worship through dance.
- For God to give us ideas on how to be effective and how to bring Him the most glory.
I will keep you updated and will let you know how our first week goes, but for now I will leave you with lyrics to one of my favorite songs. It has become "my song" ever since I moved:) love to all
em
(all sons and daughters)
I could just sit and wait for all your goodness
Hope to feel your presence
And I could just stay
I could just stay right where I am and hope to feel you
Hope to feel something again
I could hold on to who I am and never let You change me from the inside
And I could be safe
I could be safe here in Your arms and never leave home
Never let these walls down
You have called me deeper
And I will go where you will lead me Lord
